Galatians 2:20
everytime i read this i ask myself am i dead to myself and alive in God but i could only say that i am partially dead to myself and partially alive in God.... is that double mindedness?
often do not want to die to myself becoz of the pain...
but today pastor highlighted something... when a person is dead the person will no longer feels the pain... dying itself is not painful but it is the process that is painful...
what do i want to die to?
to needs, to acceptance, to desires, to esteem, to image
i feels tat God wants to teach me a new lesson about dying to myself fully n alive in Him...
the things that i always hold dearly and will not compromise He will teach me how to let go for Him.... i question myself when i say i love God will i compromise Him for other things?
i want to set my priority right... and in all things that He will come in first and before all my needs.....
