Now in the current organisation, i am stepping towards my big 6 but problem came stumbling down... i do not have the strength to carry on... i do not know where i stand... i always know that in all that i do i need to put in my best effort but it seems otherwise... the better u do the worst u received.... how can i allow such enemy to leave at peace wth me... where are my friends.... its so terrible when friends turns to foe.... why must it happen to me... i trusted u all but....................... Till now i dare say i have not regret joining the organisation....
i hate what i am doing.... i dont like those actions that i have to do... i dont like to harden my heart against the ppl but its part of my job... i am paid to do it... do i have a choice.... i dont want to be scold heartless, no sense of human touch... i am still a human anyway i have feelings, but do i have a choice.....
i've got bigger dream to fulfill.... my 3 years plan is in mine... where i am now is my stepping stone.... i know this is not the waste land that my dream giver has put me thru even thou its seems like a waste land....
At times i feel like giving up... i know He is there to carry me thru... i dont mind failure so long as i tried.... thou tired and injured i will not stop here and see my dreams disappear.... i will fight till the very end....
Faith
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struggling in a cruel world...
hoping that one day i will emerge victorious...
