Sunday, October 29, 2006
ever been in a very desperate situation and you just cant do anything with your own strength to change the situation...
i was really very gan chiong to grab a air ticket yesterday so i went down to suntec for chan brothers and dynasty fair... in was in vain... than i came back to home but later on decided tat the package offered by dynasty was not too bad so i went to the main office in middle road hoping to get the ticket but fail and was ask to go suntec to do the bookings... so i went to suntec again... then becoz the date i have choosen is the peak days out of the peak seasons... so all the tickets are out... the only available is on 20th noon.... in my heart was a dilema as i wan to go muar for retreat and could only come back from muar on 20th so i wont be able to make it on time for the flight... so its either the flight or muar... i called miss eng to hold my name for the muar trip first just in case i really cannot find any flight that is on the 21st or later.... as i put down the phone i got the lady to check for me flight on 21st or 22nd from all the 3 flying airlines for the upgrade seats... to my disappointment there was none available... there is really nth i could do so for a moment i stop and prayed... and i ask if the lady could check the flights for me again... and praise God for the miracle there was a seats available on 21st and not only that even on the return date there are seats available for me to come back.... and this surely is the work of God...
Faith
10:52 pm
Saturday, October 28, 2006
was told of this poem and indeed i think that the cross is not just a thing or gadget we use to protect us frm harm like what we always seen on tv nor it is a lucky charm which looks cool and will give us good luck... but the cross serves as a reminder....
THE CROSS IN MY POCKET
I CARRY A CROSS IN MY POCKET
A SIMPLE REMINDER TO ME
OF THE FACT THAT I AM A CHRISTIAN
NO MATTER WHERE I MAY BE.
THIS LITTLE CROSS IS NOT MAGIC
NOR IS IT A GOOD LUCK CHARM
IT ISN’T MEANT TO PROTECT ME
FROM EVERY PHYSICAL HARM.
IT’S NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION
FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE
IT’S SIMPLY AN UNDERSTANDING
BETWEEN MY SAVIOR AND ME.
WHEN I PUT MY HAND IN MY POCKET
TO BRING OUT A COIN OF KEY
THE CROSS IS THERE TO REMIND ME
OF THE PRICE HE PAID FOR ME.
IT REMINDS ME, TOO, TO BE THANKFUL
FOR MY BLESSINGS DAY BY DAY
AND TO STRIVE TO SERVE HIM BETTER
IN ALL THAT I DO AND SAY.
IT’S ALSO A DAILY REMINDER
OF THE PEACE AND COMFORT I SHARE
WITH ALL WHO KNOW MY MASTER
AND TO GIVE THEMSELVES TO HIS CARE.
SO I CARRY A CORSS IN MY POCKET
REMINDING NO ONE BUT ME
THAT JESUS CHRIST IS LORD OF MY LIFE
IF ONLY I’LL LET HIM BE.
--Author Unknown--
Faith
12:21 am
Friday, October 27, 2006
suddenly realise that there is not as much time as i thought we had for fyp... the final report for the project has to be submitted after e-learning week where by after next week is e-learning week already.... but this also mean sch is ending real soon for me and i guess for at least a year or so there wont be any school for me... 12 more weeks and i can say goodbye to sp....
and that will be it....
everyday can hear the nagging ler....
even now i am already hearing it...
after my neighbour told my mum tat she has already got a job when she is just like me waiting to grad frm poly and i am still doing nothing abt it...
Faith
3:17 pm
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
liars....
you told me we are going bangkok two weeks from now
then you said you are booking the tickets
and you went ahead with the bookings leaving me out
and you said "well i tot you cant make it and dun wan to go"
whatever you said what i feel does it matter to you....
its not the 1st time you are leaving me behind again
when have you all every tot of me when u plan for a trip...
Faith
7:03 pm
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
once upon a time
a promise was given
a seal of hope
the twinkle in the eyes that shines bright
awaiting for the promise
yet the longer it tok the further it seems
no compromisation was made
an unfulfilled promise
what a lie
words said never come true
nothing but an empty promise
forever it will nv come to reality
Faith
8:09 pm
had to do trail at esplanade today...i think i am getting old... i tot my lesson starts at 1 today so i agree to do the trail after much pleading... than today when i see the time table i realise my lesson starts at 12... the earliest we can send the students off is also 12... which means i will have to skip lecture... but thankfully i had a very good partner she help me send the students off and entertain them from... after i have done the price giving anf got back the feedback forms i could go and i manage to attend my 12pm lesson... it was a un-guided trail which means i am the station master... but somehow i think becoz they were in need of ppl and they ask me to do trail so they ended up asking me to do even thou i nv sign up for trail thats y i was one given the worst station.... it was outdoor when all the other stations are indoor... furthermore must talk alot to teach the students how to use the clinometer which no one noes how to use.. so gotta explain everytime a new group came.... as i was outside and the sun was getting stronger and stronger and the haze was still quite bad i begin to ask God for rain... and guess what happened... it rained... for about 5 secs and it stopped... but i ask for heavy downpour that will clear of the haze and cool down the temperature.... but the rain did not come and i forgot abt it already.... but when 3.30 when i was leaving sch it was raining heavily and i suddenly remembered my prayer... it was answered thou abit later but i nv say specifically the timing...
Faith
12:14 am
Sunday, October 22, 2006
got the luxury of meeting up wth our youthnet pastor today during sol class...
and when pastor Julie spoke abt leadership it really caught me...
she said leadership is abt influence and everyone who can influence even thou tat person may only be a waiter he is a leader... thou this is not the 1st time i heard that....
infact for the past few months have been hearing that... but it was different today....
it was the passion and the heart tat flows with the words... as well as her leading as an example...
when they spoke with lots of excitment shown on their faces and i was really touch to see their heart in serving God thru the many years and their lives have been living examples....
after 2 weeks of break due to the haze...
training resume today...
i cant run at all after resting for 2 weeks...
the haze was quite bad today as well so we ran in the corridor from expo hall 6 to 1
very quite place to run furthermore it is indoor...
but halfway thru we were stop by a guard i think and he said that place is not a sports complex so we are not suppose to run there lah.. than we stretch and went back to hall 10 to get our bags... our bags was being shifted out to somewhere around hall 7 so we did not had to walk so far.... the kind souls that help us to look after our bags were playing frisbee so we join them for a short game... and the guard appear again and chase us off... even the empty ground in front of hall 7 cannot be used... so we end the game and went home...
Faith
9:53 pm
Saturday, October 21, 2006
went body shop warehouse sales today....
the hall was quite big but the products took up less than a quarter of the hall...
everyone was blocking at the different sector and i could not squeeze in...
in the end i could only get the liquid foundation...
Faith
9:26 pm
I AM SPECIAL
not because of what i can do
not because of how well i can talk
not because of how well i can bootlick and make people happy
not because of how tough and strong i can be
but because God loves me
and His loves for me nv ceases...
"the steadfast love of the Lord nv ceases,
His mercies nv comes to an end,
they are new every morning
new every morning "
Miss Eng familiar?lol....
everyone is special...
there is no 1 person in this world will be identical to you
not even siblings nor twins....
we are all fearfully and wonderfully made...
dont ever let ppl look down on you
tease you or step on you to make you look small
make you feel that you are a nobody
just remember you are somebody special...
not just anybody in the streets....
Faith
12:39 am
Friday, October 20, 2006
no more hongkong for dec holidays.... dad said tat is around christmas and disney land will be filled with tourist from china and asia and it will be jammed packed.... i wont have a chance to play at all... so no more disney and dancing wth mickey on christmas... alternative is to go bangkok than changmai and back to sg... decided to go ahead with tat at least its better than staying in sg and at least i can do shopping thou it is still quite disappointing... but my dad still prefer to go xiamen becoz he wants to go back to grandpa's village and he is thinking of going there but i dun wan... xiamen got nth much and its just sight seeing of mountains and stones... the very chinese scenery picture kind.... i dont mind if it is like blue mountain kind... lol..
i think in the end my dad will say let save money we will go malaysia instead... and that is bad bad bad bad bad... than i rather say in sg... or they can give me money i go myself.... =)
Faith
3:01 pm
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Faithful God
i serve a God who is faith
He will never fail
when i'm in the desert
He's a river of life
i serve a God who is faith
His faithfulness prevails
Lord i put my trust in You
i serve a God who is faithful and true
i will hide in the shelter of Your wings
for i find my rest in Your faithfulness
yes i serve a faithful God
Courtesy of Trinity Christian Centre
as i was returning home i came back with a song of worship and thanks giving in my heart....
my God is a God who is faithful at times when i am not faithful...
He is a God who will never fails and i can put my trust in Him....
with graditudes, thanksgiving and adoration is all that i can offer.....
Lord thank you and i love you...
help me to be faithful to you and let me hide in the shelter of Your wings....
and let my rest be in You and not in what i am able or capable...
Faith
11:39 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
grab the below post from mcken's blog....
i cant help but felt that he was super bored when he wrote this....
"Meow."
"Meow meow."
"Meow meow meow?"
"Meoww. meow."
Translation..
"Hey.""What."
"Is that boy talking bad about us?"
"Should be. We made so much noise last night."
And in the confines of his room..Our hero types...
We shall send cats to school.Let them learn to keep their volumes down late at night.
Learn from the dogs, kitties.*grin*
and since i am also quite bored not i shall comment his posting....
yes kitties... that boy is talking bad abt u....
his is complaining abt ur noise last night and he is glad that u guys knew abt it....
boy do u need to translate it back to cat's language for them? lol...
does the hero refers to u? are u sure dogs keeps their volume down?
and do u have a prob wth kittens... u kept wanting to educate them...
they are not human... perhaps if u success next time the cats could talk and dun need ur translation... and maybe we would have a kitten as classmates....
lol....
Faith
7:23 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
i am very sick and tired of school....
when is it coming to an end...
this is week 4 of sch...
which means there is still 12 weeks of lessons
that is excluding the 1 month of holidays during dec....
i cant wait for e-learning week to come in another 3 weeks
at least dun have to go to sch....
FYP still got 2 months to deadline....
die die die...
but as i do fyp i was reminded of God's wonders in the project...
from the day when we pray for our project....
thou it wasnt what i ask for but than i was convicted to ask someone to pray for and the promise was that whatever the person ask for for that project it shall be given...
and that project was what that someone asked for when she pray...
"He who begins a good work will bring it to completion in Christ Jesus"
the project is in his hands... and since it was given by Him in the 1st place i am just a steward over the project... whatever the outcome of the project will be in dec i have to start to work hard now for my fyp and give Him all the glory He deserve....
Faith
11:16 pm
Monday, October 16, 2006
was looking out of the window and it struck me that the haze was blocking my views and in life there are also mental and spiritual haze that blocks our direction... we can ask for rain to clear the haze but finally it is not really useful coz the root of the problem is not solve... to clear our spiritual haze in our life there is a need to source for the root of the problem and not just think of way to remove the haze temporaily eventually if the root is not remove the problem will be accumulated and when it return it would be much difficult than when it first was....
with the haze
it's hard to gaze
the smokes and fumes
choking our lungs
it's the same with our life
the unseen haze
much more aggressive
destroying lifes
we try our best to clear the haze with the rain
for a while it seems good
but causes more harm later on
water that fall become acidic
short term aids in our life
seems to clear our mess
the root of the mess is not removed
its creeps back in many folds
Faith
10:13 pm
i don't know is it becoz of the seriousness of the haze or was it becoz of the darkness tat makes the haze seems worst that what it realli is... whatever it is, it is an unknown coz the psi is not being measured in the middle of the night... when i look out of the window and 4am the air on the other side of the window looks choking... becoz of the conditions of the haze we have not been training for our run... i realli dun think i can make it for the run at the end of the year... i probably take 2 hrs or more if i walk... even if i run i think it will take more than 1.5 hr... there goes my 50mins dream....
this week is already week 4 for the 2nd sem of sch... that is like at the blink of an eye... seems like sch has just started but its already week 4 now and in another 3 weeks time it will be e-learning week and thereafter the school holidays will be coming soon at week 13... cant wait for the sch holiday to come...
i don't really think i have learn anything from the 3 weeks of lesson thus far... i dun even noe what is going on in sch and it really sucks... i am not even used to everything in sch now but the only comforting thing is that it is the last sem and i cant wait to graduate although i do not know what will be up for me after the graduation.... all i noe and am holding on to is this "for I know the plans I have for you declare the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you a hope and a future" Jeremiah 29:11
Faith
6:02 am
Sunday, October 15, 2006
finally finish the choir duty... and it was quite fun but it could have been more fun if there is not as much rules and to do list... also if there is more spaces for us to move on the platform it would have been better... i had alot of fun laughing becoz of ah bee... she was super cute coz she was standing in the front and i was standing behind her and when we started to jump she was afraid tat she would fall of the platform if she jump in front so she begin to jump backwards and i see her coming behind at 1st i tot it was becoz i am jumping forward so i also jump backwards until i knock into the steps and the think those ppl behind me must be feeling scared coz if i jump backwards somemore they also have to jump backwards and they might just fall off the platform... but there was realli minimum place on the platform... when we were doing the action i kept knocking into the people standing beside me and in front of me... i think my hands kept knocking into the head or their hair but i dun think they felt it... it was a rare chance to stand at the stage and worship it was a beautiful picture to see the whole congregation worshipping God in one accord...
Faith
11:06 pm
Saturday, October 14, 2006
was doing project for school of leaders... and the project was to plan for a event and run it so our group consisting of sylvia, esther, wai leng, james and me did amazing race at sentosa... and i realli see something that really shows me what a family is... this is our project but it was ppl from the tribe that supply us wth the people... by our own invitation we onli had 5 to 6 participants... and i realli wonder if we could still run the race with tat few people... with the help of the family we had about 38 participants excluding ourselves and the helper.... the ppl frm the tribe brought in their peoplke thou they could have rest at home on a sat afternoon instead of coming to help us... and also miss eng came bringing her big kids... a big thank you to miss eng... i really had this very family feeling today thou i always had that when the cell group but today it was alot deeper.... i was touch becoz miss eng could said she have something on and not come and yiwen could have stayed at home and rest after the tiring day yesterday and another tiring day tml... and even miss lee she was busy the whole day and she would purposely make time to come over and support us.. she only had half an hour of free time yet she would come... that half an hour could be used by her to rest or to travel to instead of rushing in to sentosa to support and see us and to rush out again... and it was so sweet of her to bring in cold drinks for us and cups and ice... and when she heard i wasnt feeling well and was having fever she made me a ai xin herbal tea... i really thank God for the family that He has put me in... so much on tat i was having fever at the begining thus i did not join the race and i was the base person that will stay at the end point.... for the 2hrs of the race i was seating at burger king doing my work and watching ppl... there is alot of activities going on in sentosa ferry terminal today... i saw a few groups of ppl playing amazing race as well and also a group playing treasure hunt... went vivio city with yiwen to eat but as we were walking we became very lost... in the end we went home to eat the bread we brought... vivio city is so big and conjested with alot of ppl... so full that i got a feeling that i cant breathe there and seeing so many ppl gives me headache...
Faith
8:47 pm
Friday, October 13, 2006
went for choir practice with a lot of unwillingness yesterday... firstly was due to the bad experience i had the previous choir practice in feb and i am still fearful of having the same experience again... secondly i am very tired after a day of sch dun feel like going for practice i just want to go home and sleep... the lastly wasn't feeling very well.. had this feeling that i am going to fall ill...Nevertheless i went... to me then was that i do not have a choice at all... i had to go becoz it was an assignment to serve in the choir this sunday... it was a encounter with the Almighty during the practice and i am convince that it is not another assignment but a service render out of the heart that seeks to please the Lord and the finally its not about how i feel when my focus is to please him the wall of fear of getting out of my comfort zone could be overcome....woke up today feeling very sick and i was really sick... wanted to call lena and tell her that i am sick and get someone to replace me for the little india trail today.... did not want to fang yiwen fei ji and leave her to do trail alone with alot of unknown ppl so i went.... my throat was really sore and i got no energy for trail at all... so as i was on my way to the sch i prayed for kind teacher to follow us along the trail and i prayed for a gd and small class... and i realli believe God hears my prayer and answered my prayer... as we walk into the hall filled with kids i walk over to lena and ask her which class should i take and she simply point me to a class... and that is the smallest class... onli have 18 kids wth me and 17 kids wth yiwen and a realli friendly and kind teacher following us during the trail... this is the trail whereby my energy level is lowest and i nv really project my voice but the kids was so cute and they simply kept quiet... also i had the help of yiwen... she was looking out for me the whole trail and i could have some rest time during the trail... some parts of the trail she even do the talking for me... and of course we ended up wth very good feedbacks for the students and the teacher... i tot it was rather ironical... this is my 2nd little india trail and i did not prepare for the trail so mainly what i spoke during the trail was my memory of the last trail and i was bluffing my way thru during the bus briefing to the students and the teacher comment that i was knowledgeable but the previous trail i did more solid sharing and i think i did a better job but the teacher comment that i could share more facts wth the student and said that the was more that i could do....
Faith
8:59 pm
Thursday, October 12, 2006
arg... y did i not learn my lesson the last time my clothes was stain by colours.... i am so lazy so i will simply throw my t-shirt into the washing machine to wash.... and time after time some peoples clothes will run colour and it will stain my clothing... dunno why some pigs like to wear clothing that are heavily dyed and still throw it into the washing machine... cant they wash themselves... maybe i shld wash my clothes alone in the washing machine instead of having it wash together wth the whole family.... i did that last time and they said i am selfish.... or do i realli have to hand wash my clothes... haiz.... it was so many times that my clothes was stain until i cant remember anymore... and i wonder why everytime when my clothes get stain it is always the better ones.... this is like my 2nd nike t-shirt ler.... sob sob... super sad...
Faith
11:38 pm
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
yet another day has gone... i can't wait for this sem to end... i find it a real struggle to survive thru the 2 hrs of lecture and another 2 hrs of tutorial every week on process control... the topic is boring and i totally catch no ball and the lecturer makes the lesson worst by his monotonous voice and the back to the olden transparency with no powerpoint slides at all... and i totally dunno what he is talking abt and when he teach somehow i will just turn off even thou i am not talking, playing or day dreaming... i cannot survive thru all 2 hrs lesson just that this particular module is alot tougher for me to go thru than the other 2 hrs module... perhaps i got short attention spam or i am hyperactive? i hate school!!! I HATE SCHOOL!!!
Faith
9:51 pm
Monday, October 09, 2006
what is our thought when we think about michael jackson? it is all the negative thots?
but wait a minute and look at how much talents he had and the amount of influence he had in the 80s and 90s... its just my thots after listening to this song that he wrote... Heal The World... and if he is still the him now and then when he wrote this song would things had been different for him?
the lyrics goes like this
"Heal the World" by Michael Jackson
There's a place in your heart
And I know that it is love
And this place couldBe much brighter than tomorrow
And if you really try
You'll find there's no need to cry
In this place you'll feel
There's no hurt or sorrow
There are ways
To get there
If you care enough
For the livingMake a little space
Make a better place
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
If you want to know why
There's a love that
Cannot lie
Love is strong
It only cares of
Joyful giving
If we try
We shall see
In this bliss
We cannot feel
Fear or dead
We stop existing and
Start living
Then it feels that always
Love's enough for
Us growing
So make a better world
Make a better world
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
And the dream we were
Conceived in
Will reveal a joyful face
And the world we
Once believed in
Will shine again in grace
Then why do we keep
Strangling life
Wound this earth
Crucify its soul
Though it's plain to see
This world's is heavenly
Be god's glow
We could fly so high
Let our spirits never die
In my heart
I feel you are all
My brothers
Create a world with
No fear
Together we cry
Happy tears
See the nations turn
Their swords
Into plowshares
We could really get there
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a little space
To make a better place….
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place For you and for me
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
Heal the world
Make it a better place
For you and for me
And the entire human race
There are people dying
If you cared enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
There are people dying
If you care enough
For the living
Make a better place
For you and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
You and for me
Faith
8:56 pm
Sunday, October 08, 2006
another weekend has gone pass in split seconds.... i spent the weekend at Girls' Brigade Centre to attend a training there after with captain recommandation i can be in the officers white uniform... in the 1st place if the course has not been compulsory i would not have gone... i would have used the time to rest since this week also don't have GB meeting coz the GB company i am in is Stamford Primary and there is this gastric flu thingy happening in the sch... but i havent regret going for the training after attending for 2 days... not only i had fun and had alot of nice food and they gave alot of nice things and also had learnt alot frm all the high rank GB personnel...
this 2 days is simply eat and eat and eat... the trainers love food and so we got to enjoy food... and all the food they provided was good food and we only paid 5 bucks for this 2 days... was in GB Centre from 8.30 to 5.30 yesterday and we ate 4 times not including dinner during the session and i went to heartland mall to eat sakae for dinner....
today we had slightly lesser food... we had 3 times of proper eating and another eating cum take away time before we left the centre... my camera's batt fails me... before i could take the picture of any food the batt is being used up... and stupid me yesterday i forgot to take any pictures of food even thou i had camera.... 
the snacks for us to exercise our gums muscles and too keep as away frm the attack of the zzz monster....
even the fruits are so beautifully display... such a waste that i did not capture the food....
trolley of goodies..
they said we were to shine like stars and they gave us a star....
Faith
10:57 pm
Saturday, October 07, 2006
was packing my bag a moment ago and u found out something new that was found in my bag during this season of haze period... Proudly present my haze survival kit....
i think my mum is paranoid lah... she says the haze is getting too serious and afraid that my younger bro and me will have asthma attack and she dig out the air purifier from like some hidden corner of the house....
Faith
9:01 pm
the haze is so thick.... i tot it was just like any other day when i saw today's haze but just now as i was returning home i notice that i could not see Pan Pacific Hotel... this is so bad... the hotel is abt 15 to 20 mins walk from my house yet it cant be seen....
Faith
12:00 am
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
today is like a super bad day lah but the sushi buffet did made my day alot better.... finally could not take it anymore after 3 lessons... on the 4th lesson told the lecturer he pronounce my name wrongly and taught him how to pronounce... cannot imagine the word that he said to me was it doesnt matter that he did not pronounce my name... and he said it wth the freaking face lah that expresses that he doesnt care lah so what if the name is pronounce wrongly like when it is pronounce wrongly it is his problem... i wanted to respect him and i did it in private lah... was extremely irritated by then and i turned to him and says it matter to him... he was stunned for a moment and change to asking me a question instead which in return i did not answer.... than later go for another lesson and the lecturer super "ji chou" about what happen in his lecture yesterday... somehow he thinks that i am very noisy in his lesson yesterday... after what happen very early in the morning during the 1st lesson my mood was spoilt and so the 2nd lesson i just wasnt in any mood to talk... and today i noe that it is also wrong to listen in lecture and be quiet in lecture.... he suddenly call for me during the lesson coz he felt that i nv make any noise during the lesson just to comment why i am very quiet during today lesson when my voice was the 1st voice he heard during yesterday lecture... it was like so "suaning" lah.... snd yesterday i was sitting at the very last row of the lecture hall i dun even think he can see my face lah when the person sitting in front of me has block me and its the last row lah like at least 12 rows away frm him furthermore the ppl in front are alot more noisy lah....finally ate the sakae buffet that has been planned like last week... but somehow was expecting myself to eat alot more but i did not just becoz of the bad incident tat happen at the start of the day.... but i did have a good laugh at sakae after seeing the little boy, mcken, being super clumsy when he topple his saucer plate and all the soya sauce was spilled all over the table than later he was like beign choke by the wasabe sauce and was like tearing... than after that we turn to laugh at yiwen for some funny stuff that happen to her yesterday and today lah and i almost could not stop laughing... now my tummy hurts....
obviously the cleaner and clearer sauce is my and the other belong to that little boy....
yiwen's finally decided that she should stop eating and she ate the killer dish.... chawanmushi...
this was taken at the halfway point of of meal about half an hour after we enter sakae... lol... mcken look at the rice grains that can be seen at the plate... its all ur doing...
green tea and pepsi light... that little boy drank both... wonder he will have tummy ache.... how i miss eating wth joyce, jiali and yiwen the other time when we had PK match... i ask for PK wth mcken lah and we onli eat fried toufu than he say he fill like vomiting after sallowing the toufu and needed to drink pepsi to make him feel better... yiwen v ruo... dun even wan to play.... yiwen u wan the photos than i send u those that we took together... since i promise that little boy not to post it up.... i was looking at the photos that i force him to take de.... its super funny and when i show my younger bro we both had a good laugh...
Faith
9:05 pm
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
teacher has a great influence over the life and future of students... thou i do not agree at 1st but this is a story tat my younger bro's tutor shared wth me... my younger bro nv like chinese lessons and whenever he had to study for chinese spelling he just wont study and will let himself end up getting zero.... than my parents got him a tutor to help him in his chinese but whenever he had chinese tuition or had to do assignment he would cry... after many sessions the tutor asked my bro why he always cry during her tuition session and he finally said he dislike chinese becoz he was scolded by his teacher in sch... the teacher said that he was stupid and he felt than he was usless becoz he was being thrown around by the teachers from classes to classes... he had change chinese class twice this year already... and he feels that becoz the teachers said that he is stupid and usless so they send him off to other class... they dun wan him in their class...we always tot kids dunno anything... but in fact they are very sensitive to our actions and words... we tot they do not understand but the fact is that what we have said has left a scar on them that hinders them...
Faith
7:08 pm
Monday, October 02, 2006
do u have a dream? or u think u have a dream but just dunno what it is? if what u r doing is ur dream does it mean u will nv get tired when doing it? whatever obstruction and difficulties that comes along u way while u pursue ur dream will not be able to hinder u?i do not have any answers to all these... is there a standard answers for these question... can i have the standard answer....
Faith
9:52 pm
Sunday, October 01, 2006
had the privillage to share my learning today for the closure of SLTC... on my way back as i was reflecting something than Elaine has told me... she say when i was sharing i was real bright becoz of my supergal shirt... my heart was just wondering what happen when i change into other clothing will i still shine as bright... and i onli bright becoz of what i wear... or is my life bright on the outside but dull on the inside... or is my life bright on both outside and inside.... i wan a life that shines bright both on the outside and inside....
shine on the outside can fade away as time passes but the shine tat comes from the inner will last forever... finally the shine can come forth frm the inside out so maybe the outer shine will also not fade of becoz it comes frm the inner shine....
Faith
12:27 am
