Monday, December 31, 2007
i am simply filled with excitement...
perhaps a change of year will bring forth a change of luck...
whatever it is...
i just ask for the best out of everything.
Faith
12:05 pm
Sunday, December 30, 2007
i cant explain my excitement....my scallop will reach me really really really soon.... omg omg....all thanks to mao mao....yuppie yuppie yuppie...its supper ex but what to do i simply love it....
Faith
8:07 pm
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
wow at the blink of my eyes the long holiday is over.Christmas is over, but there is still new year holiday to be looking forward to...i guess this is the most relax Christmas i have ever been for the past many years....i remember the Christmas 4 yrs ago, i spend it in the hospital with my grandpa... and i am glad i did because he left me the following day.... 3 yrs ago i was going for some Christmas thingy in church i think... 2 yrs ago was some count down and church event... last year i was walking on the streets of Taipei on Christmas eve and flying on the plane back to Singapore on Christmas...this year i would have said it was the best thus far...i ate at chomp chomp on Christmas eve... in fact it shld be christmas coz when i reach there its already 12 plus...spending the whole day at home on Christmas was simply great... my best enjoyment after working and of course enjoying the choco all thanks to wenz'z mum.... super fat... come to think of it i still have a box of choco which i have not even open it waiting to make me fat...definitely Christmas is more than gift and holiday that's if everyone know y....mao must be enjoying himself in HK...
Faith
1:08 pm
Monday, December 24, 2007
perhaps i shld say stop telling me that i am not righteous and how i should be righteous... well i see no righteous in all ur action as well... so it doesnt make any sense to me... you dun practice what you preach than how do u expect the people who listen to ur preaching practice it...i personally will not follow, alot of things i have seen and realise esp in the recent weeks which makes me realise the reality... in fact even the very nice ppl that i always thought they are isnt the way i used to see them....am i the one who have changed? i guess i have... and my change has cause them to change....well maybe thats the case... but i know that my change has not disrupt them or harm them in anyway....perhaps i think too much and was expecting too much...maybe they have taken it for granted.... or maybe they could have thrown what i gave them into the dustbin afterall its a gift for a unwanted person that perhaps they hated or look down on...but i believe i have done my part and i will nv regret my choice to leave....in fact kinda like being force to leave so it wasnt even like part of my choice or plan...and well if you ppl think i am unworthy of you all that so be it....you do have your choice of friends as well...i am happy to be me...
Faith
2:50 pm
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i do not know for sure,but somehow along the way to the glamour of the world i stumble and fall.at instants i wish i could stand tall and firm but it was my wishful thinking.no matter how hard i try i am simply standing on quicksand, the more i struggle and fight the deeper i will sink.instead of sourcing for solution to get me out of the mess i started reminiscing how in the world did i ended up in such pit...it doesn't help the situation and it definitely doesn't get me anywhere nearer to my goal.i flutter, i wonder and i finally realise i have lost my goal...the glamour and glitter is nothing but deception that looks really good on the outside but an empty vessel all in all.Envy others may seems but they never know the truth, there is always Justice in everything.everything that circulates around the earth are proportional, the gold that increases is equivalent to the deepness of the pit step in.All i want now is to receive back my very first dream and my very first love.its never too far and there is never room for regret.I've never regret my ways for till all i know that it hasn't been wasteland that I've been through.i have acquired much more solid rock to build my foundation on.the sea may seems rough but i always know the skills will soon make it smooth.wow... suddenly filled with emo...time really had past so fast...this yr i would say hasn't been seriously a good yr for me...perhaps to be more optimistic everything may just be blessing in disguised.i have finished my 3 yrs in poly, went on a trip to HK with 2 hungry friends, stayed in Bangkok for a month, tried looking for a job but simply failed to find and eventually landed up in popular as a promoter.... than came the pay issue with popular... than started working as temp in cisco and eventually being converted to permerant... seen different ppl and tear thru the mask of those ppl to see their actual personality... it was simply terrible... have been so protected by my family all these while... found the important person of my life... left church.... the birth of my darling reyes... My family brought a new house.... there are so much event that took place in 2007 and well finally 2007 is coming towards the end...perhaps i am looking forward to 2008 for the new begining.i will be starting 2008 in a new house, a new room. everything new.......
Faith
1:15 pm
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
wow wow wow...my dear brought me a DS Lite...omg omg omg... hee...haha... and i only got 1 game cooking mama to play....its been weeks since i blog...there are so much things that have been taking place...and i can no longer find my motivation to be working in the company anymore...its a drag to go to work.. but for the sake of money i shall hang on there till the day...how i misses school.... omg... i cant believe that are words that would have gotten out from my mouth....office politics is horrible... i am afraid i cant survive... its not as simply as i think and its doesnt work the way i always think it would... even if you cant be bothered or try not to be involve in the politics you will still end up caught inside... or rather even if you are not caught inside all this games that the office people are playing you will end up seeing everything that they are doing so clearly that you see no point in working anymore... it just bring down your morale to the lowest point... nv been feeling so low for all my life... i just dun feel like working anymore... but that would just be me hiding and being an escapist... but thats not the way too... everything is just a dilemma...the fatty 4 met up again after so long.... lol... miss everyone and our old sch days....and i enjoyed being drove around all day... thats so nice...till now i have already gone for 3 driving lessons...driving isnt as simple as it looks...its a terror and horror...mao i really shld not have thumbs you down when you drive...but with your skills i also dunno how you pass your driving... lol...quick share with me your passing tips... did you seduce your tester?
Faith
9:25 am
