Saturday, June 30, 2007

wenz now i understand y mao and u love Saturdays...
because saturdays is so cool when u dun need to work...
and yesterday was the 1st time this week when i dun need to think abt sleeping early and be afraid that i do not have to wake up on time to get to work...
and i had a duper late night yesterday at 4am....
i think i am an escapist and i will tend to sleep thru to escape for the things i doesnt wan to face... and i think miss lee knew that... and she gave me a call this morning... and true enough i was sleeping....
there was cell group at east coast park today... was thinking of going for beach walks with bee after cell... so romantic.... lol.. but 2 gals... dotz.... but in the end bee nv went for cell so i also nv stay at there lah... left after cell....

wenz i have been thinking of nutritious food as u suggested... and i called up for nutritious food delivery... lol...
actually i dun need ppl to ask me whats my plan or tell me that i have to makes plan...
i have a sound mind and i do noe all tat... i just need someone who will spend time with me and allow me to have a break and cool down my feelings before i think of what i wan to do and stuff...
and i tot i was going to be spending sat alone... ppl are not online on sat nites and i got no 1 to go out with... sadz...
then i saw tze sms... it was like giving me a breather... thanks pal...
haha... and we went to the arcade trying to catch the pig to exchange for the nice Tasmanian devil because we saw a gal caugh it... arg... but we din manage to catch it... sianz...
tze give me back my picture...
since u were so "kind" to me today i shall be kind to u... just post 1 picture of yours...
hehe... tat barbie picture looks super gay and stupid... its very funny....

i think sharon sometimes might drop by here... so i shall ask sharon the question here....
sharon we are readers of ur blog... and who is E? is it Eric? and everything is so suspicious...

oh wenz and mao honeyoat is so so sweet....
i receive a phone call we talk the line was cut off all of a sudden and i could not manage to call back there after... sad...

Faith
10:34 pm

Friday, June 29, 2007

u 2 slackers... keep msning during work rite... poor me...

but today i manage to read the blog and tag....

i am super busy today still... the only thing to be encourage is i am amazed at my working speed... the 1st day i took 1 whole day only managing to do 4 pages of the work... and yesterday i finish 9 pages... today not only did i finish 9 pages i did the data entry of other stuff... which they call it counting grapes and i dunno y... and i manage to clear 3 days of data...

BUT there are like still much more to be done...

look at my workstation after some minor changes... and after working for 3 days i realise there is this big big singapore map tat has every street and building in singapore inside the office and it was just opposite me...

today my boss kept coming into the office and he kept saying that we shld have breaks and we shld have small naps while working... and he keep focusing that resting is also part of our work...

the only thing is that when u rest u r not suppose to touch the computer...

super big lah... and so fun i actually waste time to find my block inside the map.... and i found it...

does my work station looks bigger to u now wenz?

they were like so "kind" that the shifted the air freshener in so i will have more space... btu not much different lah... its just tat it is easier to get my stuff coz before tat my stuff was hiding behind the freshener... and with the freshener further away from me it doesnt irritates my nose tat often....

the uncles are saying i am bringing too many things into the place already...

i am changing things as if i am going to work there as a permanent staff... haha...

and the uncles from admin side or logistic side i think provided me with papers, memo pad and stationaries... as if i would need them... i am just a part-timer and i dun need anything except pencil, red pen and of course the computer....

wenz after i saw ur tag on honey oat... the uncles actually saw it lah... and they are telling me tat they have milo and coffee but dun have oat... so since my friend wants me to have honey oat so much they drew OAT on my memo pad and place it on at my work station... and now i noe they really keep stalking at me... i din even dare to full screen the blog and they still see it and they read... tat is worst... and i dunno y they keep forcing me out to eat... and they are super pissed with me coz i keep telling them i am not hungry yet i will go later...

and today we were like super busy getting the office neat and tidy because the CEO is visiting on monday... oh and there is like some encounter of ppl calling us up.... the conversation was like this....

caller: " Sir i work OT 1hr today but u help me write my OT as 2 hrs lah... very tired lah.... " and everyone in the office was like stunt... we aint God and we can give u extra hours when u told us to... we generate the payroll but we aint the boss....

than i was in a bad mood once i gotten home... sigh... i dun even wish to talk abt it even thou i noe avoiding the problem is not a solution... i hate this... it sucks...

Faith
6:29 pm

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Hereby allows me to bring u a report of kat's life today...
specially for u Mr King.....
another day at work... just when i tot yesterday was busy today was worst...
yesterday was only the warm up... going into 2nd gear today and i dunno how more busier it can get.... but thankfully i am only a temp staff and i can end work on the dot at 6... hehe... when everyone is like still extremely busy... anyway tat department operates 24hrs... the works nv ends...
and guess what happen today... wenz nv morning call me and i overslept... i was so afraid that i would be late and i dash out of the house... i remember i forget to mention something yesterday so i shall say it today... wenz and mao are so so sweet... wenz sms me in the morning and ask me to rise and shine for work and mao too... than todays the end of the day mao still sms to tell me like how many hours left and ask me to jia you... so gd to have such friends....

i was in the office on time... and sianz... work work work... i was just working and working and working... i heard my hp rang but i just din have the time to see the sms... to think i actually forgot abt lunch time... my boss not the big big boss but still can consider boss... they call him lao da... he gave an order and i was drag out of the office for lunch... and lao da treat me to lunch today loh... tats y i was so free to call u and tell u its lunch time mao... but i still prefer to eat alone...

it was work and more work after lunch... than my boss came in and gave me a care gift frm the management... quite nice of them... and its a thermal mug, a towel and 2 KFC 2 piece chicken meal voucher....

i work till the very last second before the clock strike 6.... they scare me at the very last seconds when they tell me they wanted me to do more work and counting of grapes which i dunno what it is... than they realise it was 6pm and they say.... haiz u may leave... we will do it ourselves... hoorray... i ran off super fast... and everyone in the office was telling me u bei pai sei ah everyone still so busy and u say u are going to knock off.... (bei pai sei meaning aint u ashame) and i met one of the office ladies working in the HR side of the department and we was chatting... i never had the time to noe any of the ppl in tat office... coz i nv walk out of the work station except to the toilet... than she was telling me tat they have been talking abt me... because the previous girl work for 2 days and disappear into thin air... they are not sure how long i will last and apparently there is this lady that has been telling ppl abt my presence... she was telling ppl tat there is this cute and pretty new girl tat is now working in the ops room of the cps department... haha... i feel so honoured... but tat is like so embarrasing... anyway counted the number of ladies in tat department today... total of 6 including me... but all the 5 ladies are from the HR side... there is abt at least 20 guys or more... i din get to count lah...

Your precious angel....

Faith
6:53 pm

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

i am kinda upset over certain things yesterday night after i got home...

i would not say i am angry but just unhappy....

after much tot i felt perhaps i was being unreasonable but still i felt i had the rights be be unreasonable....

long and short i just felt tat words without action is dead... i dun wan to hear mere words coz it really doesnt mean much to me...

shall not talk abt it anymore... it just makes my blood boil....

i kinda have fun working today...

was caught by surprise when i went to the department i was working in...

there is lots of sub-department inside...

and i was working around 4 uncles and 1 uncle to be... oh and tat doesnt include all the bosses....

they are also uncles lah.... omg omg...

anyway the 1st thing i got was the dog tag.... ok lah its not tat bad after all coz i dun wear it expect when i pass thru the security....

i was so so so busy that i only remember i had to go for lunch at 1.30pm... haiz.... i was feeling so digusted after facing the computer for the whole day... the computer screen was so freaking big and i think all i did today was to stare at the computer screen and to check my security guard attendance list and i felt like vomitting at the end of the day.... i had to be very careful because every mistake i made is going to affect the amount of pay the security guard will receive... today i was like dealing with 1000 over datas of the security guards lah... the uncles were super lame but most of the time i cant be bothered to entertain them or allow them to entertain me... i was absorb in the world of my own listening to my mp3... than my boss was quite kind... i suppose lah... still under observation... he was telling me tat i need to drink more water so i wont fall sick... and he gave me this air freshener beside my work station... its so freaky lah... the freshener is causing me more harm.... enough of talking... take a peep at my work station...

i wanted to use msn de... wenz and mao now u noe why i told u all i was too busy and cannot use msn lah.... the screen is so damn big and if i switch on msn like the whole world can see what i am typing... somemore there is no msn messenger on the computer.... like i say there is only uncles there lah... than i dun even have the time to think abt lunch, msn is too much of a luxury for me during work lah...

citizens of meow empire can we like go out and eat once every week or every fortnight.... i just kept thinking of food after work and feel so hungry.... i want to give myself a little treat to good food after working so hard.... i havent use my brains for quite long le... finally got to use abit of my brains today... =)

omg omg.... uncle albert just sms me... he just welcome a new member into his family... aunt vivien has given birth and max has become a kor kor le.... the baby has came 1 week earlier than expected date... but i am sure it was a joyous thing for them... uncle albert loves children....

Faith
7:10 pm

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

another day rotting at home... sigh...
i am just too tired and i slept till 1 plus.....
i think i slept abt 11 to 12 hrs ba....
gotta change my lifestyle from today onwards...
will have to wake up at 7am from tomorrow onwards... mao i am joinning u in become office person... zzzz... office wear... i love shorts and t-shirt....
well at least it means money....
i think today is my day....
i went down to open the letter box and there was a surprise mail....
i got my krisflyer card when i nv apply for it... kinda weird coz there was like 9000 plus points in the card.... and when i check the points statement.... lol... it stated that i flew to Japan....
omg... and the 4 flights that was recorded i have nv taken the flight at all...
and the dates of the 4 flight were during the time when i was in Bangkok...
i went Taipei and Hong Kong flying thru SIA but it wasnt recorded...
weird weird weird.... but at least it is better than nth... if i clock in abt another 13000 mileage than i would be able to get a free 2-way ticket... =)
hehe... it was so fun chatting wth mao on msn today....
we were in our dream again... lol... we were like having this japan dream and got super excited abt it then mao's bubble bursted and so kind of him to burst my bubble and we were back to reality.... and well it was all because i was watching the videos we took in HK....
and we begin talking abt our meow empire thingy....
haha... wenz, mao and kat are both meow of course call meow empire lah...
since u so unwilling to change ur mosquito citizenship to our meow citizenship... you are given and alternative... which is u will be 2nd class citizen in our empire... so u gotta bao ga liao....
think abt it ba... anyway we aint in a hurry at all...

apparently today's fondue isnt tat fattening at all lah... we had royal claypot fondue... lots of fruits with mashmallow, 2 ice cream and some waffle... of course there is chocolate lah... or else wont be fondue.... and tats like our dinner so i said it wasnt tat fattening after all.... but but but we went to eat jelly bean curd after tat.... and i walk home leh.... just trying to convince myself that it wasnt that indulging to eat so much because i exercise.... omg... tats like a great lie to myself... lol...

Faith
9:40 pm

Monday, June 25, 2007

my prayer request last sat during cell group was to get a job that pays at least $6.50 per hour... oh and with the other request by ms lee that the job will not require me to work on sunday....
and by God's grace and of course the help of my dear sister bee i went for a job interview today... appreciated it bee... even when u r not feeling well u were just connecting with ppl for me and helping me to get the interview... thank u bee... and please take gd care of urself and remember to try my recipe... i used to have swollen eyes very often... so i kinda have a few recepie... but the 1 i gave u is the best... the other tat is rather good is to put the jelly on ur eyes but tat is abit weird lah... but it is also very gd...
ok hope that i will get the job... if not i think i am rotting soon...

i think i dun have much friends... but whenever those friends are bored or in trouble, all of a sudden i will have a lot of friends... it doesnt matter to me anyway but just a tot tat strikes thru my mind... anyway there are ppl who wants to talk to me yesterday... certain ppl i have rejected the invitation to chat and i think it wasnt very nice if the person really needs to talk but i do not know how i shld respond... and i receive a call frm my long lost jiemei leslie... haha... tat boy is in the process of being a man already... leslie ah leslie only remember me as ur sister when u r bored rite... i shall ignore u next time... boy hang in there for another few more days and u can enjoy ur home sweet home for a day or 2 before u go back and suffer... who ask u dun take nafa...

i ate breakfast today... hehe... so unlike me...
uncle beng's mother-in-law came to visit us at our house this morning at 8am...
i was of course woken up... i just slpt at 3am... there goes my sleep again....
so since i was awaken decided tat i shld go and eat prawn noodle since i always wanted to eat from tat stall but everytime when i wakes up the stall is already closed....
and i had diarrhea after tat breakfast.... omg.... i tot i had recover already....
maybe i had not eaten breakfast for too long... but this is really just bluffing myself....
coz after tat i still had diarrhea but i also dun care i ate curry pork chop rice... those jap kind... super delicious brought from Tiong Baru market.... haha... and running to the toilet again after tat... maybe its a gd thing to prevent me from getting fat after eating so much...
and guess what i had breakfast at 8.30 lunch at 11....
and then i had more food at 12 plus....
long called me at arounf 12 and tell me tat he is coming over to my house and he brought food for me....
long funny lah.... u come all the way down to bring the food and go back to work... anyway i think my mum enjoyed the food... so thanks... there was too much food for me already... the food looks gd but i just could not eat anymore...

Sianz.... i am like waiting for clement to come to my house now... and i dun really noe what time he will come... he always come on own time own target basis... and i am like giving him voluntary tuition still must wait till he happy.... sian sian sian...
my stomach is churning again... omg....

oh and i am like chatting with wee hong on msn... wenz if u still remember him... the good friend of ur brother oh ren han... lol... he also in ns already... and he is a soft leg army.... i was laughing at him and he is so proud tat he is a soft leg army... and he said he is going jap... omg... what happens if we really go and see him there... i will laugh my head off...

wenz good news...
uncle desmond called me today....
he was saying that he wants me to find a group of ppl to come out wth lesson plans for the tuition centre so he can do into flyers and start giving out.... and once the licence is approved by the government the centre can start operation....
anyone interested to teach tuition can let me noe....

looking forward to my tml...
fondue fondue fondue fondue fondue fondue fondue....
notice fondue starts with F and F stands for FAT.....
cannot understand y i am looking forward to being FAT....

Faith
6:18 pm

Sunday, June 24, 2007

i think my life is boring... seriously boring...
i am getting sick and tired of my lifestyle and the things tat i have to do...
i wan to go to the beach wth wenz yesterday but i got cell group....
and guess what we did in cell... we were give a piece of papers and to write down our requirement for our future partner in character, looks and stuff.....
it was funny lah... the last time i did tat was during the sundays lesson....
but kinda interesting because i nv knew i had so many things to write until i write it down....
lol... and well ms eng, bee and me ended up having a fruit platter.... if u are confuse... thats gd... coz it nv meant to be clear... i think only the cell ppl will understand... wai leng is pro... because there is too many durians in our platter she gave us D24 and so on... bee prefer to eat apple and i prefer to eat orange tat explains why we are gd friends... apple and oranges are always together in the fruit family... so wenz whats urs... i shall decode the fruit story for u if u r interested....

bee pls take care of urself.... abit sian today to noe that u r not going to church... but please remember to go and see a doctor...
havent been in church for 5 weeks already i think... and everything feels so different when i go today.... all my familiars are gone... and i really felt uncomfortable with the the new ppl that has joined the cell... well we will see how it goes... God is in control...
i was sian when i tot abt the long train ride to expo... but divinely i met kelvin on the train once i step on the train and i had a ride accompanied by him to church and we just chat...
i was pretty freak out by the camera tat has been screening the area where i was seating... next time i shall find a place where the camera cannot reach to seat... and arg... jimmy say me on the screen and sms me... but i am kinda confuse because he saw me seating near someone frm the screen but tat person wasnt near me... in fact i nv see her at all during service today.... creepy... or is my eyes having problems....
hehe... and i had ms eng accompanying me back on the train today...

dilys and doris enrolment service next sunday... sat there will be no GB meeting but ms lee wants to meet up wth the helpers i think... that was what she told me yesterday lah... and she told me tat we need to send a girl and a officer to take the pledge on stage next sunday during the enrolment service.... *lighting and thunder strike*
u noe what it means... 1 girl and officer = a girl and yuan ling lah.....
omg... can i be sick next sunday....
but dilys are u coming next sunday ah? u got ur church service also rite?

Faith
5:39 pm

Saturday, June 23, 2007

totally random post....
decided to lift up the mood in the blog today because my mood is lifted up...
hi to all the silences reader out there....
i wonder how many there are... haha... make some noise in the tag board silence reader....
i wonder were the silence reader the ppl i talk bad abt sometimes... what if i am talking bad abt the person and the person happens to be reading my blog...
this is even more random... wenz i think u will faintz....
is mao wenz bf? lol... let the 2 of u answer the question urself ba....
its compilcated.....
wenz i like the mini picture u created... i totally agree with the pic and ur description....
how more artistic can u get?
haha...
long i caught u by surprise yesterday.... only expected my parents to be there to eat rite....
ya i din intend to go as well because i got cell group.... anyway i had curfew so i could not go for cell and with all thanks cell group is on sat this week.... quite funny to be having curfew at my age... y is there still curfew for me if my parents even allow me to go overseas wth friends... well its all due to the glue sniffer that is appear at the staircase... dun even noe there is how many of them... only saw lots of plastic bags and glue... whats so nice abt sniffing glue?
stop asking me if our friendship is just worth the sms because i only sms u... maybe its really just worth the sms... haha... ouch that hurts....
i am like glued to the computer screen recently.... its a dreadly virus.... beware....
back to the main point... dinner yesterday because uncle beng huat's mother and sister-in-law came over to singapore.... 2nd time this week to be having dinner wth them but its for different ppl... i think there will be more dinners soon... uncle's albert mother-in-law is also in singapore because aunty viven is giving birth and of course my sis-in-law is giving birth as well...eating and eating and eating... i am turning into a pig soon... busy busy busy... not forgetting i need a job as well...
i am drifting off from the main point again....
melissa was in a bad mood yesterday... so dad treated her ice-cream and she is so adorable... she ate till her whole mouth was covered with chocolate and they look like moustache.... if u can see it in the picture... than everyone saw her, laughed at her and she begin to cry....

melissa was seating beside me and along the way she ran away and when i brought her to buy ice cream she ran so fast and i had to call her to wait for me... it just reminded me of the camp... i think only dilys and doris will understand... melissa melissa melissa.... but this melissa is my precious gem... she is only 5 yrs old but she will be so sweet and speaks sugar coated words when she noes u r upset with her...

i always tot uncle beng speaks thai after so many years married to aunt and they go hatyai 3 to 4 times a year and he works in thai airways... so i was asking him to do some translation for me as aunt and her sister were talking... but in the end he told me i probably understand as much as u does... haha... he says y shld he learn thai when they can speaks teochew... which is quite true lah... oh and i kept promoting the strawberry shortcake song... and melissa is my supporter so tat song is uncle beng's ringtone now... haha.... not forgetting clement... he was just upset that i refuse to send him another other songs except strawberry shortcake so he also wanted the strawberry shortcake because he just wanted a song....

Faith
8:47 am

Friday, June 22, 2007

dilys i have been listening to the strawberry shortcake song that io ask u to send me.....
so cute.....
send uncle beng koon off yesterday.... dun ask me why he isnt in the picture.... he doesnt wan to be in the picture lah....

jolina is super sweet... her dad brought her a box of chocolate... and she just open it up and share with everyone she sees... she hugged me before she left and said jiejie i love u... when will i see u again... even jasper giving me the souvenir he brought from sentosa so that i will remember him.... my heart aches....

that was like just the start of the day and i tot my day will just get better later on nope it just gotten worst and and whole day was gloomy...

perphaps there was something good about yesterday because i went for hair treatment and got 40% discount... plus a hair cut... but i dun like the new hair cut... i regret cutting my hair..... and i got sadder after the haircut...

there is mango sales yesterday but i dun even feel like going out... i dun wan to see ppl and fake the smile anymore....
i think i need some sleep... i can feel my head hurting due to the lack of sleep but i just cant sleep.... heavily burden... a load in my heart until this is solve... or i can nv have a gd sleep....

thank u bee and wenz for listening to me when i needed a listening ear most....

Faith
11:10 am

Thursday, June 21, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOBSON, LONG AND MAO PA PA.....
i actually remembered jacob's birthday.... oh my gosh... i think its this few days is jaslyn birthday as well but i cant remember which day....omg omg... this few days so many ppl's birthday..... i think doris's birthday is in june also.... dilys when is urs?
haha... long want to catch me off guard again right... i told u to inform me first before u come knocking on my door... u r the one who ended up being surprise isnt it because i wasnt at home... anyway pal happy birthday... enjoy ur birthday with ur gf k...
i cant sleep....

1stly..... i just want to vent out my feelings but i do wan to protect the ppl involve.... bare with me.... i am not very sure if i have gotten myself into a big mess but i do sense trouble for myself...
i guess from now on i shall just keep quiet and not utter a single word...
seriously i am thankful that i do have my sent message saved... i really did not say those words... somehow this are very common things that happen in my life... perhaps it was my fault in the first place... but whatever it is i shall shut up...

2ndly..... i really wonder how much trust we can have for 1 person....
how far can feelings brings u.... logic and feelings can nv comes together isnt it....
everything is just a big big tangled knot of me now...
in fact, kian loong thank you for telling me so much and trying to make my mind clear and asking me to think properly... yes i wont make decision hastily....

Faith
9:07 am

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

its been a while since i met my uncles and families....
good chance to have dinner with them...
my uncle came back from Dubai after 8 months... haha... and what a joke he is asking me to work there... i think i cant barely survive there....
anyway he brought his son and daughter.... i havent met jasper and jolina for 2 yrs already...
not surprise that they dun even noe who i am... so it ended up jasper being older... he is pri 5 already... he wasnt close to me and just shrink away from all of us except his sis and dad... jolina is much younger... to her its just i dun have any sister and here there is a sister and i like her... so she stuck to me together with melissa...
they are so adorable.... i always wanted a sister because i had 2 irritating brothers....
they will ask me jiejie my hair nice? can u help me tie my hair? i want to be pretty can you help me make up? haha...

jolina, me and melissa...

me and melissa... picture kindly taken by jolina...

i guess the next time i see jolina will be a yr later when his dad returns from Dubai...

i really hope she is well taken care of by her mum...
there is so so much things in life that is beyond our control...

i guess its essential lessons for us to learn to treasure the ppl around us..

Faith
11:04 am

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

have u ever remember what occasion today is?
in fact i have forgotten until i saw those dumpling on the table...
have u ever had the experience of learning how to tie dumplings for this festival...
i have... it was really fun and to think about it many years have past since i last did that...
it was just a memory to avoid...
i love to eat dumplings not just because it is nice... but every time when i eat a lot of dumpling and feel bloated i can always go to grandpa and drink the hot tea he brewed... to see the smile that is always on his face and say i am a glutton pig...
i wonder why i have not treasured those little pockets of time in the past and taken them for granted...
i have not come to accept that grandpa is no longer around even after 4 yrs... i rather choose not to eat dumpling to remind me of the truth... i rather live in a dream that i will nv wake up from... isnt it too big a price to learn how to this simple lesson...
how good it will be if i wake up and found that this 4 yrs has just been a dream and see grandpa again... can time be turned back?

Faith
2:07 pm

Monday, June 18, 2007

i am missing someone....
mao what are u working as?
bo jio me to work... i am like so bored at home already and i need a job for income....
i realise that my english has deteriorate due to the influence of my younger brother...
i cant speak proper english and spell alot of words now... thats bad...
i have been resting but still feeling tired...
i just kept jumping back into my bed to sleep... feel like a pig now... its my favourite animal anyway... oh and i dunno whats happening to me... i kept having diarrhea... other than sleeping i have been running to the toilet... and thks lah wenz still tell me can slim down... yes i really need to slim down after putting on so much weight from Hong Kong and Bangkok...
oh yes... Stupid mao... u tell wenz i siao for what!!!
why sick than cannot think of eating fondue ah... we have been postponing the fondue trip...
wenz is my friend ok... u scold me she will surely tell me de... so stop scolding me behind my back... or i will meow u alive.... (must be thinking what is meow u alive rite? actually i also dunno.... haha... just felt like saying that)
quick tell me when we are going to eat fondue... maybe eating fondue will make me well...
bee, i have known u for a few yrs already... and we have always been quite close...
and i thank you that there are many things and sister talks that we can share wth each other... whenever there is things that happens to u u will always update me...
just want u to know that whatever ur decision will be i will always be there for u...
and please take gd care of urself...

why are there so many things in life that is beyond our control...
i am tired... really tired with the things i see around me... why should ppl be seperated?
i know uncle beng koon misses his sons and daughter... but why must they be separated across the earth? even when he is back he in singapore he can only see his children for a few hours just because the couple has divorce... what kind of world is this when the father dun have the rights to see his own children...
at the same time some people who can be together yet they just refuse to let their feeling be known... there are ppl who are fighting all the way just to let their love ones noe they care and they love... yet some ppl they are can simply say a few words to tell their love ones they love and care yet they refuse to utter a single word... which i simply do not understand y... do u have to wait till ur love ones are way apart and u wont get to see meet or talk to them then u are willing to tell them u love and u care?

Faith
3:57 pm

Sunday, June 17, 2007

i am so happy to be back from camp....
its super tiring... am back so early because i had diarrhea...
or else will only be back at around 5 plus...
anyway the camp was quite fun... and i really enjoy the time wth the girls...
it was interesting to have to carry and piggy back some ppl...
it all started wth the NG 6000sec... when yanxin and me had to carry a guy for a distance and we choose the lightest and fairest guy... i cant remember his name already... than our lovely sijia had leg cramp and later she fell.... so i was piggy backing her around and my cute little elikia fell asleep and refuse to wake up even when i tries to wake her up and i carry her all the way back from the cabin to the dorm like 500m away plus climbing the stairs... she may be p1 but she is not that light... sijia is abt the same weight as her....
was a great learning experience for me even in this events...
my favourite part was the last night of the camp... woo hoo... we had candle lighting and it was awesome... the pictures that came into my eyes were beautiful... and i nv felt so clever before... haha... dilys still laugh at me when i bring fan... and my parents say i bring fan dunno whether i went for holidays are camp... well... what happened in the end was there was a major blackout... and the place became super warm and stuffy and my fan became so handy... such a clever me...

Faith
3:24 pm

Friday, June 15, 2007

oh my gosh i am so tired..
i havent even pack my bag for camp tml....
in fact it is today already...
Happy Birthday DAD....
i had so much to catch up with tonnes of ppl...
anyway nice to chat wth u wenz... Bangkok when we earn enough money...
i miss tat place...
i am so jealous jiali is going japan....
my heart has gone wild after all the travelling...
i just wan to travel all around to any places...
i just feel sick and tired when i get to singapore...
my soul is overcrowded whenever i am back here...
camp from 15 to 17 june...
i'm gonna miss my lappie and msn....

Faith
1:01 am

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i am back already.... it was really fun trip after all...
lots of pictures but lazy to post all of them up...
just some highlights for my last week there...

this little kitten is 2 days old when i saw it... there is a total of 4 kittens but this is the cutest... but the mother cat is super fierce and i cant find the father cat...

my favourite shopping mall....

bryan's new friend....

my bus ticket....

subway ride... with the small black chip ticket....

lots of "da pao"....

Faith
12:48 am

Thursday, June 07, 2007

I am so proud to announce this… I am a tone or two darker already and hoping to get darker… I am in a dilemma on one hand I am loving this place and I wan to be here for good yet on another hand I miss some people in Singapore but not the place… I loaded some pics… but it takes very long to load everything… so I will load them when I am back.. am at the airport now waiting for my dad to arrive… I want to be in Bangkok for good and go back to Singapore occasionally…
my dad is arrival means that i have to be back to singapore really soon but i wan to be here for good...

Today is already 2nd June…

first house hotel room...my new hairstyle....

Everything seems to have gone pretty fast for me every since Tuesday…in fact so fast that I did not even realise that it is already Saturday today and I will be back home in another 11 days… I love this place a lot more than I my first day here… haha… when did I ever not like this place right? I really did hated this place during this trip on my first 3 days here when I am totally not used to the place and a lot of things happening still I know that I still had a long time here and I am bored here stuck in somewhere that I am not even sure where I am… not that I have got used to the place and learn new things it is really fun… it doesn’t matter even when there is no internet… I practically spend my whole day out…the hotel tat I am staying now is a road across the “little India” here and a few streets away from china town… I have learn how to take the train and I was caught surprise when I slot in the money to buy the train ticket… expecting something similar to ez-link or a card sort of thing to drop out but out came a small black chip… anyway my conclusion is that it is cheaper and more worth it to take taxi than to take train if u match the below 4 criteria
travelling with 3 or more people
not staying near any MRTA or BTS station
lazy to walk
your destination is super near where you are

Why did I say that?
To travel to somewhere far about 30mins of travelling time on car with or without traffic jam will cost you about 100 to 150 and that’s the max… if you travel by train its abt 39 per person… 156 already for 4 person consider that you still have to walk like for 10 minutes from where you are to the train station and again 10 minutes from the train station to where you want to go… and for my case it was worst because the hotel is not near the train station and I still need to take a bus which cost abt 7 dollar… so if there is 4 person travelling it will cost 184 already…. Which really doesn’t makes a lot of differences from travelling on taxi…considering that there is much more comfort much lesser walking and hassle to be travelling on taxi… just that you need to be careful on taking taxi… lots of trickster around especially when they know you are foreigner…

My last Friday to this Monday sucks… shifting around, being threaten and stuff… and all thanks to my powerfully stingy dad we ended in a super deep alley hotel on Friday night… shifted to a temple on the very next day… and threaten by the taxi driver… stayed in the temple for 2 days… which I din even dare to go out of my room because of the stay dogs and cats roaming around so dun even talk abt leaving the temple… called my dad and complain and rally my younger brother to make a fuss to persuade my mum to shift to hotel so we were there only for 2 days… then we went to our God father house on mon which we din stay because it was a little better than the temple but still cannot make it lah… maybe I have been living in luxury and I am too pampered…

On Tuesday I went MBK, Siam Discovery Centre, Siam centre, Siam Paragon, World Trade Centre (now known as central zen r something… cant remember already) and Big C…. all this places are actually very near to each other within walking distance if you shop according to the sequence listed above… from MBK Tokoyu you cross over the bridge and that would be discovery… discovery is connected to siam centre by a link way… and Siam centre is beside Siam Paragon… world trade centre is 10 min walk away from paragon and Big C a road across world trade… anyway if u intend to buy cheap stuff u can forget discovery, Siam centre paragon and world trade… Big C is a one stop place for everything something like Carrefour…. Anyway I went there just for foot massage and to eat… I dun need anything from that place… but when I left tat place I realise that the Watson there sells Tiffa products… yippe… dun need to go to Taiwan, Hong Kong or Japan to get Tiffa stuffs… I think it should be more expensive than Taiwan but cheaper than Hong Kong… thinking of going back there next week to get the lip gloss and face powder tat I use… running out of supplies but no one helping me to get from Taiwan…

Went kao san road on wed, then to suan nam luan and to “little india”… kao san road is a street where lots of Eurasian and Caucasian like to stay in… wholesale place for silver accessories… sells lots of beach wears, fake adidas jacket and local handicraft… lots of hostel and coffee house… all catered for the ang mohs…. Wednesday was judgement day for Thailand political parties… riot was expected to take place so all the 3 places were tight in security… the “court” deciding the judgement was at “little india” 2 min walk from hotel… anyway the judgement was so sian lah… they spend the whole day reading out the judgement by 12 judges… and they took turns 1 by 1 to read… so the session started at 2.30pm and it ended around 1am… and all the tv channel in Bangkok was showing on the judgement… ZZzzzz…. Suan nam luan is equivalent to our padang…. The place usually had pasar malam but due to Vesak day the place had lots of stall setup for donations and story of Buddhism and some celebration stuff… and now it is converted for rallies and riots already… somehow the judgement was out and thai rak thai was dissolved… the supporters and politicians are unhappy so they are doing it there… and I heard from vena that because of this unhappiness the securities for entry into Bangkok from other provinces are tight now…

I went to suan lum night bazaar on thurdays night… super big with super expensive things… and then I took my first train ride in bangkok when I went back to hotel… well, the mrta station was quite far from hotel… about 20 min walk… and it was quite scary to walk back at night when the there is no people in the streets… and when I walk past this alley to china town (it was the only way to go to get back to the hotel) i was being followed by a drug addict or perhaps drunkard… then it was still quite crowded at china town so it was quite alrite… I walk super fast to china town and he quit following me after a while because of the crowd….

Went to visit Girls’ Brigade Thailand yesterday…it was an eye opener for me… Vena the HQ personnel was nice to drive me from hotel… she brought me to GBTHQ… expected it to be something similar to GBC in Singapore or much spacious yet to my surprise it was just a tiny little office lots of things inside and desk for the staff…lol… lets not complain abt GBC anymore… then we went over to this GB company that was in the slump area… they are in area so poor that there is not even a space for the to run their activities and their activities are ran in the open space “some deserted area in the slump”… I brought some coloring and English materials over which I intend to give it out as prize for the company girls that I am visiting but vena told me the company is set up in a bilingual school which means they are rich so I decided to bless this particular company instead… next we went to 1st company… the place is more better than Stamford primary I would say… haha… and miss eng was correct… they are more high tech than we are… most of the girls were on bilingual program and spoke good English… lots of foreigner among the girls… had really fun time playing with them and they were all very friendly… amazed at the energy of all the officers… they run GB in tat company from Tuesday to Friday just to cater to the needs of the girls of different age group… then we drop by a school started by a Singaporean couple anglo Singapore international school just to say hello to the girls there and I met 5 singaporean in GBT… cute little girls and all of them have been staying in Bangkok for really long… 6 years and above….

And for today, I went to chatuchak….
It gets quite confusing after a while… there is total of 3 places in that area… jatuchak plaza, JJ mall and chatuchak market…
JJ mall is relatively new with air con… comfy to shop in but the things are much more expensive compared to those outside… you are actually paying for the comfort and air conditioning… jatuchak plaza is a massive pasar malam with some structures for the shops and it is opened daily and it sells everything under the sun… from fishes to dogs to hamster to furniture to clothes to books to food… you name it they have it… chatuchak market is similar to jatuchak plaza in the things they sell except the structure and some other stuff like it only exist on weekend and as you shop in the market you will be honked and there will be cars moving around the road… and I saw something interesting but I got no hand to capture it down… brought too much things already… this family of 5 brought lots of stuff and there is 3 kids… the kids were too tired to walk… so they paid some stall holder and a push cart was provided to put the 3 kids in plus their shopping bags and this man will just push and follow them wherever they move…
Now that I remember I went to Old Siam as well to had Macdonalds for breakfast… I had samura burger… it’s a pork teriyaki burger… paid 90 dollars after upsizing it… about 4.50 SGD…. You will never get to eat that in Singapore not just because of the price but also because its PORK….
And I had dinner there as well at Swensen but they only serve ice cream… so had bananas spilt cause I can read thai and I cant figure out if they have sticky chewy chocolate… all the chocolate ice cream on the picture looks the same… I can only recognise bananas split and fire house happy birthday… wasn’t full after tat and went over to my favourite noodle stall… it is a stall by the road setup only during the evening time… have been eating tat for dinner for 3 days consecutively already… only cost abt 1 SGD…

It is Sunday today….
Anyway I just realise that I have been sleeping really early and waking up early as well ever since I was here…sleeping around 12 am… which is only local time 11 plus… I usually sleeps at 2am earliest… and hey I woke up at 8am…. 7am local time… having 8 hrs of sleep daily and I eat breakfast daily… amazed with myself… I usually wake up around noon time and I only eat lunch even if I wake up early I never had the eat breakfast….
There is some riot taking place yesterday near the hotel…. That was what my mum said… I wasn’t around to see the riot… actually I wont call it riot lah… she was saying there is some gathering of ppl and rioting but I think it is just the protesting by the supporter of a political party… anyway I dun think it is fun to see such things lah… I am a typical Singaporean kiasee… what if they suddenly turn violent…
After much search over the days I finally got the Tiffa products that I wanted thou still lack of the glitter eye liner… I went to Watson at china town but certain products I want was missing and I din wan to buy because I wanted to accumulate enough money to get the nice free gift…. When on to old Siam to find again this time they have the lip gloss but no powder… again I nv buy… I tot big C will have so I went there today… also because I wanted to go patunam to shop lah… I haven’t shop at the wholesales centre there yet except platinum mall… ended up playing arcade instead and shopping at Siam Centre and discovery centre… well, all because it started to rain and the whole road is flooded and very disgusting lah… I din get my Tiffa stuff at big C as well… they say Tiffa is only available in bigger shops… sad… I dun really care I just wanted to buy Tiffa stuff when I am alone so no one can restrict my spending and I remember tat there is a Watson at discovery centre… so I walk over there… as I walk over.. hehe… I saw Royce chocolate and being glutton and having crave for chocolate I brought… anyway for ur information the normal chocolate here sucks… they taste like the cheap chocolate sold in Singapore but they are not cheap… Mao it is cheaper to buy Royce chocolate in Hong Kong than in Bangkok…
The discovery centre’s Watson never fails me and did not waste my energy for walking over… it has almost all that I wanted and the sales girl was so nice… I am supposed to be getting the makeup bag as free gift but she gave me the umbrella… supposed to spend about 100 SGD to get that whereas 50 SGD to get the makeup bag… the umbrella was a better gift… remember it was raining….
I sms a few ppl to ask abt certain Tiffa stuff… but none has replied me… haha… too bad… if you were to reply me I would have ask if you wanted me to help you buy… anyway wenz I realise u were not in singapore to see my sms… and u replied me but still it is too late… if i do see it I will help u buy lah… the lotion u want is only found in the Watson at discovery centre…

A suddenly switch of emotion today from the previous days…
Woke up feeling sick so din want go out and I got no ideal where I want to go… just wanted to go dream world with my family… after so many days of walking my legs hurts…

I went downstairs to buy food from the hawker next door and I went to buy contact lenses from the optical shop next stall as well… what an idiot I am… I forgot to bring an extra pair of contacts and there is a tear in my contacts… the contacts lenses is ex here… when I went down I realise today is Monday because everyone is in yellow… it is funny lah because everyone is in the same clothing… so when u go into the shop and buy things u dunno who is working there and who the customers are…

Today is already 6th june… my dad will be coming over to Bangkok tml and it also means I am going back in another week time… finally got over that gloomy down feeling… I am not sick anymore after resting on for 2 days… kinda consider 2 days lah… I spend my yesterday morning sleeping in the hotel and the afternoon roaming around big C and playing games while waiting for my mum and brother to appear… went big C because my mum says she wants to go T-restaurant to eat and that is one of my favourite restaurant with my every loving fried garlic squid….i am food driven or else I would rather stay at home… my 2 adorable finally arrive while I was playing bejewels… it was still quite early so we went over to central world to do some shopping… I never realise central world was that huge… the last 2 time i went past there was like just making use of it as a stepping stone to move to other places and it was a fast walk thru the building so I tot it is not that big…. It is bigger than vivo city and people who went vivo city with me before will noe what happen… yes I was lost inside central world and I dunno how to get out and had to call my mum to come and look for me… so throw face… went to take bus to T-Restaurant… a few pairs of shoes caught my eye outside central world and I brought 2 pairs of shoes… looking for the stall where I brought my slippers but could not find… guess I was too early… it was the first time I took BTS (sky train) in Bangkok yesterday… prefer MTRA to BTS…. BTS was super crowded still it is expensive furthermore the train near hotel is a MTRA not BTS… Went Silom today… it is the business cum red light district… and I brought another pair of shoes there from Robinson… Store wide 50% sales…. The shoe is so cute… it has the face of a rat… if u see me wearing it dun laugh at me… wenz, Robinson also got sell Tiffa but dun have the lotion… spent the rest of the day playing pokemon with my brother in the hotel… I think my dad will be scolding me when we go airport to fetch him tml… I have been using the credit card so much till I cannot remember how much I spend already… saw a pair of nike sneakers for bryan at Tokuyu also using his credit card… the make up, chocolate clothings…. Lol… I can imagine what he will tell me tml… I am going to deduct money from you… haha… anyway not studying anymore… he is not giving me allowance so there is nthing for him to deduct… summary of the things I have brought… 8 tops, 4 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of slipper a bag and a shades… I think I am buying another pair of slipper… that should be all… wanted to buy bottoms are hard to buy when u squeeze with ppl and dun get to try… there is really a lot of things to buy but my cash is running low and also I dun like shopping in places where it is super crowded u just get pushed out the streets even before u get to see what is inside dun even talk about choosing what u want and buy…