Tuesday, February 27, 2007
i felt that i have been in a dream for a long time...
perhaps this dream is my life perhaps it is just a dream...
i do not know and i could not tell...
when i needed the people most i could not find them at all...
i guess it is time for me to learn not to depend on people but to depend on God...
either i wake up from my dream at this moment or i just continue to be in it and make it part of my life...
i felt that it has already become part of my life but i just felt lost....
i do not know...
i don't need anyone to understand yet at the same time i do not wish to be interfer by people...
people meant well when they walk into my life and advise me of things but it does not help me in anyway... it is just tearing me apart...
i felt it was very real whenever i set my heart to draw near to God i would be attack in life, emotion and family until i do not know if i can even stand straight anymore...
but i am determine this time even if i am attack i will not be weak and give way again...
i will fight... and i will arise up as the victor at the end of the day...
Lord i want to see your miracle coming through in my life....
i do not want to proclaim with empty words...
i wan to see ur will coming thru in my life i want to be a living testimony...
Faith
2:55 pm
