Tuesday, August 29, 2006
its the1st trail for me as a facilitator today.... i have nv felt so bullied by kids before thou handling kids is not a new thing to me.... the trail was at esplanade somewhere very near me but i am nv familiar wth the place.... it's so tired after the trail and my voice are 3/4 gone.... thou i had fun play wth this group of 21 p4 kids which i manage to bring them running around esplanade doing english math and science questions wthout losing any and finally brought them to merlion park and send them off the bus back to sch.... the whole 2 and a half hr i just had to try all ways to get the attention of the kids and i have to talk really loud so tat every single kid can hear me and i have to fight wth the noise of the surrounding... it was a very exciting experience becoz i have nv handle so many kids on my own, bringing them around and literately teaching them maths n science by giving them the experience and give them hint so that they will get the answers.... i had fun wth the kids... they were very cute... but i would have alot more fun and find them cuter if they were to be nicer to me but listening to me and not competing their voice wth mine when i am explaining what to do at every station... the last part when i brought them to merlion park... i was quite irritated by them already but i felt God impressed on my heart "isnt it what u are longing for to have the fruits of the spirit" the word patience appeared in my brain... but i kept saying God they are so irritating and they are like 1 big mass of kids all scattered along the path and they are not co-operating wth me at all i just feel like giving them a big big big scolding and show them that i am not so easily bullied by them i have been kind to them not becoz i am those that can be bullied.... God just calmed me down and i guess it is the divine plan of God... my hp rang... i had the fcbc thingy on my phone... and this head of joker frm the class is frm fcbc and he saw my phone thingy... he asked "cher cher u also frb fcbc ah?" and i said yes... frm than no he becoz very guai and becoz he is the head the whole troop of children also became very guai but that was like during the last 15 min of the trails.... after the whole day i still felt very bullied by the kids so so so bullied.... i would have cried if some1 were to ask me how i felt when i was super irritated wth the kids after enduring for like 2 hrs.... i felt like a tourist when i visited merlion park and wanted to take pic but i was alone... met yiwen for lunch and to buy stuff after the trail i told her i wan to take pic and make her accompany me to merlion park to take pic but as we were there i found out tat i am so blur i forgot to put in the memory card of my camera after i took it out yesterday and the in-camera memory was out of mermory so we could onli take 2 pic...
taken when taking the kids to merlion park.....
this picture was taken by yiwen when i met her for lunch and we went merlion park to take becoz i wanted to act tourist to self entertain and to entertain her....
yw wanting to be friend of merlion and ask me to help her take......
Faith
6:14 pm
