today passed so fast for me so many things that have happen.... 2am slp 6am wake up 7am at stamford for open house (GB stall selling fish) 12pm packing up to leave stamford 1pm lunch with parents 2pm slp 3pm wake up 3.30pm leave home 4pm SLTC 6pm dinner 7pm tribe meeting 11.30 home
something tat kept my brain thinking and pondering on even at the end of my day.... my training today...
1st was the structural experience waiting at mac... i went in sitted down n seems like dazing... but actually i was recapping psalm 1 in my mind... i tot it will be something very scary after some hint by miss lee... seems tat i got the hint wrong but gd preparation... than say pin asked me abt waiting for ppl and i said that i am not a person tat likes to wait and i suddenly realised i have already success in waiting for 20min wthout even realising... than i learned something frm say pin... when there is something that i am unhappy wth rather than scolding and blaming the person that makes me upset i should express my feeling of how what the person did has affected me so it is not like i am targeting against the person... 2nd was teaching how to reflect and debriefing of the structural experience... since time is life than how should we live a life worthy of the Lord.... to do His will.... what then is His will? for us in FCBC it is the G12 vision... to build our 12.... at the end of the whole thing pastor challenged us to use the 1 yr to focus on building our 12 and not be affected/distracted by relationship.... 3rd was putting what we learn abt how to reflect into application... we are to reflect on Dr edlin message...
if it wasnt that i was stress seeing ppl memorise psalm 1 and i was anticipating something scary to happen what will i be doing during the 20 mins? will i be wasting it?
Faith
11:20 pm
IntroDuction
struggling in a cruel world...
hoping that one day i will emerge victorious...
