Sunday, April 15, 2007
to think abt it i havent seen my dear friend mcken ever since the last day of exams which was before chinese new year.... the last time i chat wth him on msn was when he came back from perth... abt 3 weeks ago i guess... and thereafter he seems to mia frm msn... haha... i guess i noe y cause he is very busy in katong with somebody... so funny.. today bee they all saw him wth tat somebody and i happened to call bee hong and she was like so excited telling me cause she tot i dunno and will be interested to noe... becoz she noe i very kpo... hehe... than i told bee hong i already noe she was surprise i think coz she noe i very long nv see mcken and contact wth him... but feels so good to see my friend after so long... anyway i tot i wont see him today de so i pass the things to jimmy and had a good chat wth him but who noes i ended up seeing mcken after service at the counter becoz they went to sign up for the 12 may conference and we went to sign up for encounter...
i felt really happy to see my friend today... it was a very special feeling that makes everything around me feel familiar and noe that i am not alone in the place... i went church today having a very unfamiliar feeling... perhaps becoz i have not been in church for 2 weeks due to my sickness and my hk trip... but the feeling was even stronger later on... i simply felt i was attending the service all alone... i have been going for 1st service alone for 3 weeks before i fall sick and went hk and nv had such feeling... i noe y i was feeling tat day but its sensitive to explain y... it was different coz the familiar ppl were sitting beside me yet i am feeling all alone... anyway i truely thank God for bee... as God spoke thru pastor and i was receiving her simple gesture of holding me really touches my heart... and i noe it was a affirmation to me that i was not alone...
i noe i have a issue in my life that needs to be deal with... i do not wan to keep declaring that i have faith and yet do nothing... truely that faith with works is dead... and i wan to have faith shown in the works that i do...
i noe i will be having an exciting journey with God ahead...
i think i am still in my hk dream...
after so many days back from hk... i am still so excited when i talk abt hk....
and i was like sharing with ppl abt hk... and i keep telling them abt hk... haha... than bee say i must show off my cheap adidas jacket to mcken... and she gladly allows me to show to mcken...
hehe... i just remember mcken owe me sakae after i saw what wenz tag abt sakae... haha... i must go and claim my free meal from him....
Faith
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