stressful season of life.... where darkness creeps into my life.... i can feel the stress tat is building up in me... endless work tat has been accumulating at work... and it just gets more and more even thou how hard i tries to clear them... say if i clear 50 biodatas today and another 100 biodatas has accumulated today... sianz.... dilys and doris i am sorry... we might need to postpone the HQ trip to next sat... lets put it this sat first if i need to postpone i will sms u gals... coz my boss might need me to work OT on sat but will only noe on fri so tentitively i can still make it to HQ this sat.... there are still badge claims that i need to clear all the forms and admin stuff... and i cant even figure out what i should fill in those forms... i totally cannot remember what were the activities done for the certain badge work... haiz.... and after the claims has been submit and the badge is out then another trip to HQ?
sianz my personal life has got so much that isnt clear yet as well... what do i want to do? whats my plans for the next 5 yrs? i have just open up a can of worm and what am i going to do abt it... just leave tat can of worms there and allows more worms to grow? am i going to find a full time job? everything sucks... i am sick of my life....
long i am really amazed with u... i havent been in contact with u for a while and u actually know tat i am super troubled and din even come to ask me for help when u needed... i had to know thru other ppl tat u needed help... this is kinda sad lah... but thanks for telling me tat u are always a call away from me if i need and for being considerate towards me... haha... friends are always better... =)
Faith
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struggling in a cruel world...
hoping that one day i will emerge victorious...
