wenz ah i've got no idea where is secret garden but mao will go and check it out... he will check out the price as well... we will go next week.... mao how has ur first week of sch been? and wenz when is ur last day of work.... will u be going for the dinner this sun? have deleted certain post because of protection purpose.... now i am totally in love with reyes.... he is the so sweet.... but he always bullys me.... i was changing diapers for him and he urine on me... and when i was feeding him.... he was playedwith me by pushing the milk bottle away.... and he refuse to open his mouth... than i tot he was not hungry so i took the tissue away from his neck and i kept the milk bottle... he begin to open his mouth and ask for milk... and i refuse to give him... haha... than after tat he dun dare to bully me anymore when it comes to his meal... coz he noes i will really dun give him his milk.... and the amazing thing is tat i think he looks like bryan.... i think he likes to listen to bed time story just like me.... but tat fussy little fellow.... was reading toto chan to him and he was just wailing and crying... then the minute i was reading harry potter he was smiling... such a darling....
my decision is made and i am feeling light now.... having things in the heart and could not make any decision is burdening to the heart.... and the fact that making a decision isnt hard at all once the piority is set right.. and the heart is pure before the one i serve.... He restored me and the rest all doesnt matter anymore.... tats the how great my saviour is... i have been very blessed this week... even as i start the 100k blessing even thou i wasnt part of the 5000 warrior.... i blessed my dad... and yes full stop... lol... but it wasnt the end... the very next day.... my mum was like doing promotion for 100k... and she asked my mum if she could ash me to bless her wth the 100k... i want to be committed to be praying for them daily....
i just realise something.... the 40 days prayer and fasting under love singapore was soon to be over... and i havent even started.... i've got to do something abt it... seriously something...
was on the phone with someone yesterday and i was touch by his frankness... the fact that he doesnt really noes me well and he shared wth me his personal stuff.....
bee i am missing u... how have u been? we should find time and meet up soon....
coming to say abt meeting ppl... i wanted to meet wendy lee but till now i have not even arrange wth her.... and i tot we are surpose to be eating with joyce and jiali to celebrate wenz birthday? and when will tat be?
there is like so much things to be done but so little time to do it... and of course i dun really feel like going out now coz i love reyes.... and i just wan to spent time with reyes at home... its my joy to see him grow... i want to be part of his growth.... thou i found it very irritating at the beginning abt his birth and his everything... but now i am loving him and he is part of my life.... there is nth else more impt than reyes now....
Faith
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IntroDuction
struggling in a cruel world...
hoping that one day i will emerge victorious...
