i do not know for sure, but somehow along the way to the glamour of the world i stumble and fall. at instants i wish i could stand tall and firm but it was my wishful thinking. no matter how hard i try i am simply standing on quicksand, the more i struggle and fight the deeper i will sink. instead of sourcing for solution to get me out of the mess i started reminiscing how in the world did i ended up in such pit... it doesn't help the situation and it definitely doesn't get me anywhere nearer to my goal. i flutter, i wonder and i finally realise i have lost my goal... the glamour and glitter is nothing but deception that looks really good on the outside but an empty vessel all in all. Envy others may seems but they never know the truth, there is always Justice in everything. everything that circulates around the earth are proportional, the gold that increases is equivalent to the deepness of the pit step in.
All i want now is to receive back my very first dream and my very first love. its never too far and there is never room for regret. I've never regret my ways for till all i know that it hasn't been wasteland that I've been through. i have acquired much more solid rock to build my foundation on. the sea may seems rough but i always know the skills will soon make it smooth.
wow... suddenly filled with emo... time really had past so fast... this yr i would say hasn't been seriously a good yr for me... perhaps to be more optimistic everything may just be blessing in disguised.
i have finished my 3 yrs in poly, went on a trip to HK with 2 hungry friends, stayed in Bangkok for a month, tried looking for a job but simply failed to find and eventually landed up in popular as a promoter.... than came the pay issue with popular... than started working as temp in cisco and eventually being converted to permerant... seen different ppl and tear thru the mask of those ppl to see their actual personality... it was simply terrible... have been so protected by my family all these while... found the important person of my life... left church.... the birth of my darling reyes... My family brought a new house.... there are so much event that took place in 2007 and well finally 2007 is coming towards the end...
perhaps i am looking forward to 2008 for the new begining. i will be starting 2008 in a new house, a new room. everything new.......
Faith
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struggling in a cruel world...
hoping that one day i will emerge victorious...
